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                Dark Entities 
                  (2 Pages) Part 2
                  There may be some posts missing from this dialog, sorry about 
                  that. 
                  
                  
 
                  
                 SilverEagleDreamDancer:
                  There's a good reason for 
                  it.... dark entities are that way by choice or design. There 
                  are no 'accidental' dark entities and no victims (i.e. beings 
                  that become dark by accident) Again, I speak only from my experience 
                  here... and I have quite a bit too. I just don't talk about 
                  it. I don't care about their goals - that's their burdens. Dark 
                  = squish. Anything else is a way to entangle and confuse your 
                  energies. Ask Crabby about free will and the ways we give permissions. 
                  
                Edited to add... dark = squish for 
                  dark entities with the intent to harm. If they just want to 
                  marinate in darkness, learn and be close to it, that's their 
                  business, their choice. But if there's intent to harm another 
                  - squish.
                Tink:
                  I love the dark=squish. I totally agree with you I just hadn't 
                  considered putting it in such simple terms.
                NorthernStar:
                   
                  First I want to thank you all for the information and for the 
                  topic. It is a miracle to read this now... 
                What helped 
                  me a lot is to work with my helper(s). One helper I have is 
                  used to work in these areas - the helper is so very strong - 
                  it took me a long time to get along with her - her power is 
                  incredible. Having her with me is shelter, safety, it lets me 
                  feel secure...
                Sometimes 
                  we might not at once see/feel/"know" that something 
                  is a dark entity. It looks like a normal thing of daily life 
                  - but it is not. How to discern? Let me give you an example. 
                  Last night I saw a rat on my balcony. You might think, this 
                  is normal. But I live on the fifth floor, it is not an old house... 
                  The rat was sitting there, presenting itself and directly looking 
                  at me... Okay - this COULD happen... But my feeling was - and 
                  it came like a flash: Oh, this is connected to a special situation 
                  (you might get a name or situation...). This "connection" 
                  coming when seeing or experiencing something like this may be 
                  a hint. "Normally" one would say: "Awww - a rat. 
                  Aha - should see what to do, interesting..." And then leave 
                  it and do the things to do to catch her (in a positive way, 
                  may be not hurting her if possible). But if seeing the rat and 
                  "at once" getting the feeling that this rat looks 
                  into your inner being - straight into the eyes - and that you 
                  "know" that this could be xxx - and then you feel 
                  not good/feeling of sheltering/feeling of cleansing/even that 
                  "something" "crawled" into you - then you 
                  might want
                  .......to pray/ask helpers for help,
                  .......ask for light to surround you and the place,
                  .......cleanse
                  .......and shelter
                  . .......As an instant help you might also want to say to the 
                  entity in a strong (and loud)voice to leave and to go away. 
                  Be strong in your wish - that it has to go... 
                  Claiming your room, your sacred place for you... 
                  Asking your helpers to help, too, being with you... 
                  Letting light flow around you, in the place and letting the 
                  entity shrink back and going away...
                  Follow your intuition what to do...
                  
                  Skilled people who work with dark energies to scare people know 
                  tricks how to send their energies to upset you, to disturb you 
                  - BUT you can hold the good balance and have the skills to react 
                  in a helpful way for you and to get along with this. 
                It also 
                  may be that the thing/what happens has a certain "aspect" 
                  that is "unusual"/not normal - may be the fur of the 
                  rat remembers you of something that fits to xxx... 
                Follow 
                  your intuition - and also after the praying/cleansing/sheltering 
                  learn to discern whether you were "right" or whether 
                  it was something that really was a rat (as an example). Discerning: 
                  In my case I mentioned today during the day I felt a rat running 
                  and causing pain in my body (stomach) - my helpers helped me 
                  to remove it - and it got better at once. Asking my helpers 
                  why this happened they also told me that this also was a lesson 
                  to learn how to work in this field and how to get along with 
                  things like this. (I was one of the ones thinking that all people 
                  are good, too - or better: I did not want to believe that this 
                  could happen... :o)) 
                If this 
                  happens - trust in your helpers and learn from this situation. 
                  There are challenges and also possibilities to learn for you 
                  from this... It may be good to work with your helpers in a "normal" 
                  situation so that you feel secure in working with them and the 
                  situation if you need it in an actual situation... But in all 
                  cases - they are your helpers... :o)) 
                You might 
                  feel a kind of "dense" atmosphere around, a (light) 
                  pressure (as described in the other posts, too)... You might 
                  feel to see something dark in the corner of the eye... It also 
                  may help to turn on the real light, to turn on the radio, to 
                  play (loud and) beautiful music... I got the information, too, 
                  that these darker entities need a lot of energy to do things 
                  like this. The get "drained" somehow, too.... 
                So if you 
                  stay stable - you will stay strong in your middle and in your 
                  power. But they will send out energy - and this drains them 
                  then (!)... Try to hold and improve your energy - do beautiful 
                  things and improve your life so that you feel more energy in 
                  a positive way... This is a good shelter, too... 
                By the 
                  way: I asked a vermin exterminator (right word?) to come and 
                  to do something on the physical level with the rat, too. This 
                  is an action on the physical, daily level to give a sign as 
                  a NO, too. I asked the rat to leave before the vermin exterminator 
                  comes so that things will be clear before - but I felt it was 
                  necessary to give this seen STOP sign on the physical level, 
                  too. What helped me, too is that the dark energies once had 
                  all the light, too - this I read in a book (see below) and it 
                  makes sense for me. But then the light was taken away from it 
                  somehow, they decided to not hold the light any more - and now 
                  they argue somehow with the ones who work with the light. 
                As in the 
                  book about Hildgeard von Bingen it is said: "God has this 
                  under control. The took the light from Lucifer, the first and 
                  most beautiful angel, because Lucifer was following his own 
                  plans. And then God put this beautiful light into the human 
                  beings. Now Lucifer (also called Devil/Satan now) tries to disturb 
                  the human beings who try to find and live their light in them 
                  that is there - and there is envy from the darker side, too. 
                  If the plans of God could not be disturbed by Lucifer - now 
                  there is the attempt to disturb the human beings in finding 
                  their light inside and coming home to God... But everything 
                  is under control." But if we have the tools to shelter 
                  and to walk the path in a more comfortable way - then we might 
                  want to use our tools wisely and in the best sense to say yes 
                  or no - the way that is appropriate. 
                And - by 
                  the way - if it feels right: laugh - laugh it small... :o)) 
                  (In some situations this may shelter, too - it takes away the 
                  influence, not giving it the energy, it may help... :o))
                May all 
                  that is said be said in the appropriate way. May all that is 
                  said be said in the sense of All-that-Is.
                
                  
                NorthernStar:
                  As 
                  I am someone who tends to have a lot of humor when things get 
                  "strong" this helps me a lot, too...
                For me 
                  I try to put things into a lightful position before leaving 
                  the rooms so that helpers also may work in a lightful way while 
                  I am not there. Returning to my home also light work has taken 
                  place then. 
                Thank you 
                  so much for your wishes. I also learned from this topic that 
                  it helps a lot to share an actual situation and to "bring 
                  it into the light" with this... :o)) 
                Thank you 
                  so much!!!
                 
                NorthernStar:
                  Hawww, 
                  yes, speaking about these things releases and shines light on 
                  it... It helps and gives a lot of support to walk through these 
                  things... Today a young man came to help me with the rat(s)... 
                  It was one of the funniest meetings I had since a long time... 
                  *giggle* Though he really has a job that is very serious (I 
                  will not go into details here....) we laughed a lot - also honoring 
                  the lessons animals hold for the human beings (the lessons of 
                  rats, too). He honored their skills - but he also said that 
                  there are places they should not go to - they step over boundaries 
                  then... 
                It 
                  was a good thing - he brought release on the physical level... 
                  I may suggest this, too - that if you have dark entities around 
                  that you look for some help on a physical level - may be help 
                  to paint the rooms or have beautiful plants next to your window 
                  or ask friends to assist you in working with your rooms on a 
                  physical level. It helps to give your energy and your intents 
                  into the atmosphere. 
                Another 
                  thing I may suggest is that you try to see a lesson behind this. 
                  With the help of Cinnamon I was allowed to go through a pile 
                  of lessons during the last days... I may suggest that you read 
                  about the animal(s) that pops up in you(r head) during challenges 
                  and that may come as an indicator or may be as a helper. 
                You 
                  also might want to look at the lessons of Panther (Black Panther) 
                  or Cougar for example to learn more about how to work with the 
                  dark in a positive way - and how to hold these powers to deal 
                  with the dark. It may be other helpers, animals that comethrough 
                  to help you in this situation. 
                From Ted 
                  Andrews, "Animal Speak": "The black panther helps 
                  us to understand the dark and death and the inherent powers 
                  of them; and thus by acknowledging them, eliminate our fears 
                  and learn us to use the powers. (...) More so, the keynote of 
                  the black panther is ´Reclaiming One´s True Power´". 
                  
                Jamie Sams 
                  writes in the book "Medicine Cards" about Black Panther 
                  as "Embracing the unknown": 
                "Oh 
                  Midnight Jaguar... 
                  Wash me with your courage. And steel me with your grace, So 
                  I may know the value of The void of time and space. 
                  Teach me all your lessons, How to face the dark unknown. 
                  Then let me bravely leap Into the shadows all alone." 
                This is 
                  also meant to overcome the own fears and obstacles and to walk 
                  on in the own power - not to have others standing in our way 
                  and blocking us and making us to shrink back - but to find the 
                  own light in the dark - working with it in a positive way... 
                  
                If we are 
                  strong and sheltered this way and if we know the dark - then 
                  we are safe and we might also explore our own self in the deepest 
                  processes... 
                And we 
                  also might be able to help others who face the dark - to help 
                  them to work with the dark in a positive way and not only to 
                  fear it, to shrink back or be be dictated by the power of others... 
                  
                "Reclaiming 
                  their own power"...
                ...the 
                  more light we shine in dark places and on dark things the better!
                This is 
                  what the writer said - it is so beautiful... 
                The dark 
                  has many aspects - and to work through and with it in a positive 
                  way may strengthen us - helping us to be strong and to embrace 
                  the unknown in us and to flow with the mystery that is unfolding 
                  in our life. 
                Behind 
                  challenges there is a lesson - maybe we are called to embrace 
                  our own power - and then to work with it to find the blessings 
                  - to heal...
                 
                NorthernStar:
                  Oh, 
                  this is so interesting... I was with Black Panther when I started 
                  with Shamanism, too... And Black Panther came back again and 
                  again - it took some years till I was able to work with Black 
                  Panther and to hold the energies... For me Black Panther is/was 
                  an indicator that deep insight started/starts to happen - and 
                  it was an invitation to start this path, to walk it... So it 
                  is also an invitation to find the light, there is no "physical 
                  need" or "experienced need" of dark or death 
                  around for Black Panther to show up... May be being with the 
                  "idea" of a start of a way of exploring new areas 
                  that were "dark" before - bringing light into new 
                  areas... And Black Panther also (for me) is a strong helper 
                  to shelter, too...
                 When there 
                  is dark - there is light, too... Black Panther for me helps 
                  me a lot to be with dark situations, to shelter, to be strong 
                  and to see the light, may be also help the dark to find the 
                  light (if it is the task and if it is wanted...)...
                 Black 
                  Panther may be a helper in situations... 
                And one 
                  may also want to look at Black Panther as a Totem Animal to 
                  learn more on the personal level... 
                I realize 
                  that bringing up Black Panther in this topic I should have discerned 
                  before that Black Panther might help us to look at a special 
                  situation, that we might learn to have strength and trust to 
                  go through, to feel safe and sheltered - and that Black Panther 
                  also may help us as a Totem Animal. One can learn on many levels 
                  from Black Panther... May be this is a topic for the animal 
                  forum...? Love and (((hugs))) to you! This topic helped me sooooooo 
                  much! 
                (Hehe, 
                  with the rat: We will wait and see what happens... But on the 
                  physical level I got help now from this funny young man... He 
                  placed something on the balconies I have and we will see... 
                  It felt light and good yesterday night... I am very thankful 
                  for the help on the physical level - this help was there I was 
                  happy to embrace it... May the rat be where it belongs to so 
                  that everything may have a beautiful end in a Beauty Way...)
                Please 
                  allow me to give you an update about the rat and the situation. 
                  The balcony felt clean in that way that no longer and that no 
                  more influence that really would hurt would radiate form the 
                  rat - my helpers had it under control - not matter what would 
                  come. This was a basic knowing that came. Rat still being there, 
                  there must be something to learn from rat and from this situation 
                  for me... Activity was still there. Well, the young man brought 
                  a black box with an entry and some poison in it to the balcony 
                  last Friday. (Today it is Sunday here). I had asked the rat 
                  to leave before - so that we could get out of this without any 
                  harm to anyone. But it was apparent that rat did not leave... 
                  Nolonger this "red flag feeling" - but still not funny... 
                  Something to learn was in the air...
                 Saturday 
                  morning I could see that there had been activity around the 
                  box - as if rat had been trying to build a nest in the box. 
                  Pieces of leaves and other things were laying around, ready 
                  to be used. Again I asked rat to leave. But it felt as if rat 
                  would stand - still "something to learn in the air". 
                  In the evening, late at night, when I went home I felt to place 
                  my fluffy animal made of fluffy cloth inside my room facing 
                  the balcony (a symbol for one of the strongest power animals 
                  that is with me - the fluffy appearance is for not "shocking" 
                  people around). When being in another room I felt that on the 
                  balcony activity arose - an entity was growing and facing the 
                  power animal in my room. The entity did not enter the room but 
                  remained on the balcony. It was not fun. Well - I "saw" 
                  and felt it while being in another room and I had to stop my 
                  activities. Mystrong 
                  power animal came to take me into its middle so that I was surrounded 
                  by my power animal.
                With this 
                  I got insight about the inner structure of my power animal - 
                  it is strong and might frighten people being seen from outside 
                  - but inside it is radiant light. I am allowed to share this 
                  here. I am said to share this to help people to loose fear when 
                  meeting a strong power animal that might look a bit "strange" 
                  form the outside. It may be that this outer outlook is combined 
                  with the tasks coming and combined with the power animal. 
                I was totally 
                  calm and strong. I went to the room facing the balcony and sat 
                  down to look at the balcony. I was in the middle of my power 
                  animal and just watching. The entity looked awful - trying to 
                  impress me. My power animal was standing there - facing it (at 
                  the same time it was around me, one and the same animal but 
                  acting at several places) - and growing and growing.. It became 
                  so large that the entity only could shrink back . The entity 
                  shrinked back, becoming smaller and smaller - and then was taken 
                  away by the power animal (there are certain processes that takes 
                  place to help to clean areas by my helpers and power animals...) 
                  The balcony was clean then from this... 
                Still it 
                  felt that something was to learn. Rat activity still was felt... 
                  
                This morning 
                  (Sunday) I woke up with a "view" (though I sleep in 
                  a different room, not facing this balcony). I saw a dark column 
                  that emerged from the black poison box - I got the message that 
                  rat was about to leave (may be about to die) and was emerging 
                  dark energy to radiate it... At the same time I saw a body facing 
                  the ground - lying on the balcony. It looked as if it was the 
                  body of a man still dead for some time, not fun - and no good 
                  energy... My helpers showed this to me and then started to work 
                  with the column first. They brought the energy away and to a 
                  certain place. Then 
                  it was time for the body... My strong power animal and my helpers 
                  were standing there - in its full power - and the body was turned 
                  around - I was to look at the face... It was not fun - no good 
                  energy that tried to connect with me. I felt so safe - the helpers 
                  and the power animal had it all under control and they were 
                  working with the dark energy - it was taken to a certain place. 
                  
                What was 
                  learned: 
                  When we feel shocked by dark entities there also might be a 
                  lesson waiting for us. For me it was to connect more with our 
                  helpers to stand this and to go through this and to work with 
                  this - hand in hand with them.
                 When we 
                  are with our strong helpers we might feel totally calm and secure 
                  - no matter how "strange" the things are that happen. 
                  We are safe and sheltered - and may be we have a task to fulfill 
                  in this situation.
                 If we 
                  do not feel safe and if we do not have a good grounding and 
                  basis to work with dark entities, we should shelter, cleanse 
                  (see posts above) - and look for help (as I did also with asking 
                  the young man on the physical level to help me on this level) 
                  - but we should not play around with it. It is not a joke. 
                Tricks 
                  may be played (like with the body - it looked "dead" 
                  - but it was energy waiting to connect...) Be open to work hand 
                  in hand with your helpers to be prepared. One might learn about 
                  tricky situations, too - and about energies that like to play 
                  games and tricks... Have a good connection 
                  and working level with your helpers... 
                When we 
                  are through experiences like these we might have some new insight 
                  we got from this. For me it is that it is indicating a new step 
                  in my life. Tasks are coming into view. Also I learned to work 
                  hand in hand with my helpers in special situations - to trust 
                  them and to rely on them. I will also change the balcony that 
                  was covered with big plants before - it was also to shelter 
                  me from the outside. I will now arrange it in a different way 
                  - lighter, with a place to sit there and to enjoy the view... 
                  With my helpers and my power animals things will develop...
                
                  EaglesHand:
                  Wow NorthernStar! That was 
                  a very powerful experience. Thank you so much for sharing this- 
                  the lessons learned will be valuable for all. 
                May your balcony now be a place of 
                  peace, harmony, and beauty.
                
                  NorthernStar: 
                  Hello 
                  to you all, thank you so much for your posts. It encourages 
                  me so much to go through this...
                Yesterday 
                  night the lessons continued.Well, it may have been that rat 
                  still was there.. But it was much more quiet and calm - as if 
                  things were mostly done. Then I had an interesting experience 
                  - and I am so very thankful for this. Before this I had "Kings 
                  of Animal" come to me sharing their insight about the species. 
                  "Kings of Animals" as they came to me are a kind of 
                  "essence" of the animals - knowing all about them 
                  and sharing it. To me they appear often in the shape of human 
                  beings with the head of the animal - or as an enlarged animal, 
                  often walking on two feet (even if "normally" they 
                  walk on four feet...) They are incredible in their power and 
                  wisdom. The pure essence of the wisdom of the animal... 
                Yesterday 
                  night the "King of the Rats" came to teach me. I am 
                  allowed to share this: 
                  "We animals emerge directly from Great Spirit. We come 
                  to help the human beings on their path. When we die we go back 
                  directly to Great Spirit - to our "big animal soul" 
                  of this species we are. There are human beings that impose their 
                  will on us. They abuse the pure animal spirit to impose their 
                  ego will. This may happen to use the animal body not for a good 
                  purpose. This is not according to Natural Law. What human beings 
                  impose on the spirit of animals abusing them this way will come 
                  back to them. What happened to you was a lesson about abusing 
                  animal power and merging human beings ego with the pure essence 
                  of animal power. A rat is Beauty. It is sent from God. There 
                  is nothing "bad" about a rat - even if you human beings 
                  might connect bad things with rat. Rat is messenger of God. 
                  Rat is helper for your path - for the path of the human beings. 
                  Rat has its role in the Big Game Great Spirit unfolds to have 
                  the human beings learn to ascend. 
                What had 
                  happened here at your balcony? Someone had imposed ego will 
                  upon the rats spirit.
                Rat was 
                  directed to be there. It was to disturb. Not for a beautiful 
                  sense. 
                What happened 
                  when you and your helpers reacted the way you did? Rat would 
                  not go - even when asked. This was because the human energy 
                  imposed on it would not like to go. Even if the Spirit of rat 
                  might have wanted to go - the human energy covering the rats 
                  spirit did not want to go. So what happened next? You decided 
                  to ask rat to go. It would not go - as I described. You worked 
                  with the dark entity around the spirit of the rat. And you decided 
                  to ask for help on the physical level - to destroy, if needed, 
                  the body of rat as a carrier of the dark entity. Okay this way 
                  up to now. (No, no fear, my dear - it is okay and there is no 
                  criticism to be waiting for you. It is not a master plan for 
                  others to behave like you did - therefore I use this "hard" 
                  expressions like "okay up to now" - it was okay... 
                  
                I use these 
                  clear expressions to let you all think about how you behave 
                  in every single case you are confronted with animals and dark 
                  energies. Okay, dear, calm down, okay... Now listen again ...) 
                  Sometimes there only is the possibility to destroy the body 
                  of the carrier, of the animal, which serves as a body of the 
                  human impression. Take care then to release the dark energy 
                  that emerges then from the body and that is "free" 
                  then somehow. I will speak about his a bit later. It may be 
                  easier to send the dark energy to where it belongs without being 
                  in the body of the animal. BUT: Please DO NOT TAKE THIS AS AN 
                  INVITATION TO KILL ANY ANIMAL BODY TO RELEASE A DARK ENTITY!!!!!!! 
                  Discernment is needed in each single case! I mention this about 
                  killing an animal and I allow this to be shared because I know 
                  that the readers will understand it in an appropriate way. No 
                  harm may emerge from this text. I trust in this. May you also 
                  trust in this - keep on writing, my dear... Well - you saw the 
                  black column above the rat. This was the dark energy freed from 
                  the spirit of rat. It was released then - rats spirit was cleaned 
                  and free again. Then you saw the mans body lying there. 
                  This was the human energy hidden behind the rat - the energy 
                  that was behind the rat directing it and that was connected 
                  to the human being. The black column was connected to the spirit 
                  of rat, covering the spirit of rat - rat spirit became free 
                  again when the column emerged. The body of the man was connected 
                  to the human energy behind the action. You see the two signs 
                  - column and human body - the one as energy covering the rats 
                  spirit - the other the energy behind the whole action? Okay, 
                  well... About the human body again: What you saw was the true 
                  face of the energy behind. With your helpers you were allowed 
                  to let this energy go to a place where it belongs and where 
                  the development of this energy may take place. This no longer 
                  is your concern. The energy tried to directly connect with you 
                  when the body was turned around. This was a lesson about energies 
                  released from the carrier like the rat and about energies directing 
                  a whole action like this - the energy behind this experience. 
                  Your helpers sheltered you and protected you. It was a lesson 
                  about energies and how to learn and how to work with them. Keep 
                  on writing, dear... Tell the readers that THIS IS NOT A MASTER 
                  PLAN FOR SIMILAR CASES!!!!!!! They always have to discern and 
                  to work with heir helpers to see and decide what to do. This 
                  is shared to give them an impression about the multiple levels 
                  involved in the contact with dark energies. And to help them 
                  learn about animal spirits...
                 It is 
                  done for now, dear... Let it go for now... When more lessons 
                  are there they will come... *he sends a shrill squeeeeeeak...* 
                  Bye for now... Greetings to this learning place... Rats can 
                  hear, can see, can listen... More than human beings may imagine... 
                  We even hear the words of this site - keep on going all together... 
                  Blessings from rat...."
                Pheeeew 
                  - my hands could hardly write as fast as the King of Rats was 
                  speaking...
                Having 
                  written this post I continued reading Cinns book in a 
                  pause - and I just continued where I stopped last night. It 
                  is amazing - please let me add this - it was the actual chapter 
                  I read: 
                They 
                  (Witch and shaman) know that the work done is reflected back 
                  upon the doer because we are all a part of the greater whole. 
                  When the work is directed outward and a finger pointed in a 
                  direction, it must follow that here are three other fingers 
                  on that same hand pointing back at us. So the work that is done 
                  is best done for the benefit of Mother Earth and All Our Relations.. 
                  Integrity, the value we place on our own morals and ethics along 
                  with what we are willing to do uphold them, is of utmost importance. 
                  There is no room for selfishness, (...).
                Another 
                  idea came today - I was waiting for the young man to check the 
                  boxes - but he would not come, it was not this clear before 
                  if he could make it today. Well, I had to enter the balcony 
                  the first time after these events to give the plants the water 
                  they needed (even if I am going to change plants this for me 
                  does not mean not to take care of them...). 
                While working 
                  there veeeery carefully - and now coming to my working place 
                  again - it suddenly popped up to me: 
                What, if 
                  these events were something I released, too?! I am going through 
                  major changes at the moment - and this happened right now after 
                  experiencing the "turning point" last week. What if 
                  one is "open" for these events like this because there 
                  is something in me that I did not see before and that I had 
                  to clear? It could be that it was something that no longer was 
                  to be with me - or that I was to make a conscious decision about 
                  things I would not have thought consciously about before. Was 
                  it something I had to let go - and that showed up this way before 
                  I really could let it go, too? 
                My feeling 
                  is that it was something that came to connect with me. And at 
                  the same time I could see it - there must have been something 
                  to perceive it. At the same time I clearly said "No!" 
                  to this. 
                Therefore 
                  - for me it was interesting to learn more form this again:
                  It was sheltering from an energy trying to connect with me.
                  It was a clear "No!" to this energy.
                  
                  And it feels as if I with this also said "No!" to 
                  a certain way of being. In this way it was a deep cleansing 
                  and letting go... This energy was unconscious before - then 
                  it came and approached, it showed up - then I said "No!". 
                  With this an inner cleansing was made - an inner "No!" 
                  to that and at the same time an inner "Yes!" to a 
                  certain other way of being... With these things happening it 
                  became more clear to me. Another lesson from this...
                BanjoSally:
                  I too have had a few encounters with 
                  negs (negative spirits). Two of them were pretty bad, and I 
                  needed assistance from a knowledgeable friend to help me get 
                  rid of them. I didn't really believe in them myself until it 
                  happened to me.
                NorthernStar:
                  It 
                  was the same with me - I would not "really" believe 
                  until it happened to me, too... 
                  Thank you for this aspect - I am still learning from this topic...
                The lessons 
                  continue... An update on what had happened... :o)) 
                When first 
                  seeing the animal on my balcony I got the veeeeery short impression: 
                  "Oh, it is a mouse! How cute!" And then - a very short 
                  time, a second later - "rat" popped up... 
                  And 
                  this rat energy stood there as described for days... When working 
                  with rat over the days things were cleansed, were released, 
                  things became softer, lessons were learned... Till "it 
                  was done" then... 
                When "it 
                  was done" and when this week the young man came back to 
                  check the boxes we found that it could not be rats. It is a 
                  mouse/it are mice... 
                I was with 
                  this for some days now again... What had happened - am I not 
                  to trust what I get? A mouse for a rat? No - it is okay.. I 
                  trust what I get - and I get the lessons step by step... 
                This came: 
                  
                  I was in a conflict and I felt that things were not going well 
                  along my path I was walking. It had to do with my shamanic path 
                  and my learning...The mouse that came and the mouse energy that 
                  showed up for such a very short time at the first meeting with 
                  the animal symbolized my start in this life with the shamanic 
                  path about seven years ago. "Most mice are nocturnal (as 
                  it is said by Ted Andrews - and as we might know... *smile*). 
                  Its nests will be globe-shaped and there is an entrance. The 
                  male and female work together to remodel the nest." Exploring 
                  the unknown (nocturnal), diving into the womb of secrets (globe), 
                  balancing (male and female). What then opened my eyes: When 
                  mouse shows up it also may indicate that we cannot see the forest 
                  for the trees. What did this mean for me?
                Soon after 
                  the mouse energy became aware it was covered by "rat" 
                  energy. (And to be honest: The mouse was really biiiig - I know 
                  mice and rats - and this mouse looked like a smaller rat...) 
                  This for me indicates that my path was shadowed by another energy 
                  - and I did not get this for a long time... (Mouse also indicates 
                  "not to see the forest for the trees...") To clear 
                  these things and to come back to the "original energy" 
                  of my path rat appeared as a challenge - and I was to work with 
                  rat and to release and cleanse things that shadowed my path. 
                  "If a rat has shown up, you may find yourself getting more 
                  restless." (Finally coming into movement and to work finding 
                  my own path again.) "It also may even reflect a time to 
                  more aggressively pursue endeavors for success." (To find 
                  my own way...)
                Once the 
                  shadowing energies were cleansed and released mouse would show 
                  up again - as the original animal that showed up when seeing 
                  the animal first. When mouse shows up "you may be getting 
                  so locked into details that you forget the big picture..." 
                  This was a certain situation I was just going through - I forgot 
                  the path because of being with a certain problem on this path.
                "Whenever 
                  mouse shows up there are lessons associated with attention." 
                  I had to bring back my attention to my own path - following 
                  my own inner intuition and not others... 
                This was 
                  another lesson from these experiences...I want to honor Mouse 
                  and Rat for having shared so many lessons with me. It was not 
                  fun all the time - but it was so very helpful.
                Glamatlos:
                  Interesting 
                  indeed! I'd missed this topic before. Funny how things work 
                  sometimes. I'm glad it's here now. I want to add a couple of 
                  things. Daily, I put a bubble of light around my loved ones, 
                  animals, house etc. It is not out of fear, but out of attraction. 
                  Light attracts Light and repels darkness. I love SEDD's dark 
                  entities = squish.
                Glamatlos:
                  Most 
                  definitely... Synchronicity or Coincidence... its in the 
                  eye of the beholder hehe
                  
                  NorthernStar:
                  Thank 
                  you for the explanation... *hehehe* It was so right for me, 
                  too, to be reminded of this topic again. Thank you for having 
                  such a good intuition - it was helpful again! I like the bubbles 
                  of light - how beautiful! And - awwww - we nearly have more 
                  sheep here in Schleswig-Holstein near Denmark than human beings. 
                  Most of the sheep have fluffy white "clothes" *giggle*. 
                  This came to me right now when being with the light bubbles 
                  - what about to put on light clothes - like the sheep? This 
                  was quite informative for me. Thank you.
                
                   
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